Sunday, December 31, 2006
okeh best. here's de pictures!
uuuh! did i mentioned tt i love my boys? some missing tho.
haha. okehh. enjoy! sorie if its too big. ((:
toodles!
deBLURRgerl((:
9:55 PM
HELLO PEOPLE!
ha!
iym suuuperr duuperr lazy to update lah hokay?
haha. summore blogger is being shitty. so difficult fer me to update.
SO, loads have been happening. very lazy to type all.
i enjoy the moments with my dearest TRIPLETS!
yeshh. my BIOL & TAK BETOL. haha. they squeeze the crap outtaf me. oh-so-fun! aii looike. haha. been hanging out with them these holidays. we've been to JP, Lot1, WestMall, Vivo, Bugis. blablablaa. been crapping alot with em.
with Nisa's lawak bodo, Mira's tipu bodo, &my crite bodo. haha. soooo funn~ we cut our hair, bought the same begs&shoes. haha. we're crazy. so shaddap. huhu!
I HATE MY BDAY CAN?!
it was raining suuuuuuper heavily. non-stop sehh! i was like really really looking forward to going ECP to celebrate my bday wif my beloved ones. BUDDEN IT WAS CANCELED! why? bcos of the toopid rain! grrrrrr... ended up, i must go to school for SC meeting. -__-"
but! i want to thank you guys for the LOVELY presents! the pencilbox, bracelet, bear, chocolateS, notebook, TAZMANIAN DEVIL cup& more lahh. appreciate it loads! THANK YOU! ((:
the bbq party was OKEH laa. my triplets couldnt make it. Indra couldnt make it. Lydia couldnt make it. Zaini couldnt make it. -__-"
Diah, Dayah &Mirah only made it. but its okehh. ((:
got sabo'ed. haha. it was toopid man! haha. but 'fun'. haha. i love my 'boys' can? haha! =D
sec one reg. was borink sakk!!
i was assigned to 1A wif Nancy! oo my goshhh~ i asked for another person to help me out. budden they said what for. WHAT THE HELL SAK! almost all classes have 3 class leaders sak! den mine? only 2?! TOOPID SAK! confirm iym the only one who would b leading the class. confirm i cannot control the class. ARGH! someone come help me can?
aaaaaaaaaaaaallllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!! toopid toopid toopid! shiesh!
went to bugis with my tripslets the other day! huhu! i enjoyed myself. eventho my legs were 'mintak ampon'-ing. haha. cut my hair on tt day. aii looike the shortness of my hair can? wootss!
haha. Mira says tt her hair is too short. but i think its nice! it brings out the sweetness in her face. DAH! nnt kembang plk. haha. =P
the aunty who cut my hair made me laugh! haha. 'later u go n weigh, i confirm u less 1kg. tsk tsk tsk. ur hair very thick uhh? this one i cut for u thinner. confirm less 1kg one.'
haha. the aunty soo cute can? nono. the daughter more cuter!she was ard 5 yrs old kot? hahaha. 'mommy! ni kan.', blablabla, 'mommy! wo yau chrismas cake de..smth'. haha. soo cute can? sorry la if i spell wrongly. anyhow spell mandrin words mahh. haha. =P
after tt, off to bugis. wanted to eat Burger King. budden iym short of cash. so, we ate at our usual fast food restaurant, KFC. hahaha. then walk2, Mira&me bought our beg, walk2 summore, going in and out of the same 'lorong' many2 times. haha! then Nisa bought stripes.
we're bored. so, decided to go to Vivo eventho it was raining! haha. was soo fun&tireing! we sat outside this restaurant, sitting there like nobody's buissness. amazingly, we didnt talk tt much&being go kecoh-able. haha. as if we were relaxing our mind. haha! reles stress lahh konon. i was enjoying my CHOCOLATE! yumm~
blablabla. went home. &forgoten everything. ha!
see
Nisa's blog for the photos. ((:
ohh yaa! if u look properly, actually no need to look proplerly lahh. u can see my fav 'face pose'. haha. serious! go see! NOW! =D
ohh ohh! the lyrics is soo touching!! i looike!! ((:
hmmm. malay dance has been LOVE! huhu!
it has been a loooong time since ive practice dancing. 3 practices i missed. but iymma fast learner, so easy to catch up. chey chey! haha.
ckgu is getting more&more crazy sakk! FUNN! many ppl got 'nicknames'. haha. Farhah always get bullied by him. ohoh! ckgu once called Amira 'happy feet'. haha. coo cute ryte?! den saper ekh? alah, i fogot the name, ckgu call her adeknyer Jannah out. haha. mcm2 lahh. foundation, minah jam, sumore sumore lahh. haha.
ohh yarr! tt day, i danced untill the skin of 2 of my toes peeld off. uusshh! pain sehh. pedih giler! but nahh. i can handle it. chey chey. =P
i wanna shout out loud! I LOVE MALAY DANCE! nahh. I LOVE DANCING!! woots!.
my confessions.
sometimes i wish tt you could understand. i noe tt we're okeh ryte now. i feel like shouting right in your face, saying I HATE YOU! but deep inside, my heart whispers, saying tt i love you. come on lahh. i need you to understand, no use of getting upset and fed up of the littlest things. somethims, i just wish to say to you to stop acting like a kid. why are you behaving like this anyway? where is that crazy&fun person tt i know gone to? who is the person inside you now tt is making you acting in the manner? i even feel like giving up sometimes. then i say to myself to give in to you. cos you said tt you always give in to me. whats the use of ignoring me anyway? i even said to myself, throw away all my bad mood and plaster on a smile. its difficult okeh? i will try harder next time. bcos it dosen seem to b working well. i dont know what to say anymore, cos iym outtaf words to say to u. i do care even if u say i dont.okeh. watever. haha.
toodles!
deBLURRgerl((:
5:17 PM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
relpy to tags!
`raihanah (: ; ahh dah! wait laa. sooner or later, iyll go. hahas. den iyl tell you. ha!
dewi ; ekh helow! haha. np yas? thnx! ((:
`mira ; huha! yeahh. i know you care. iym trying my best to be strong. IYMMA SUPER GRRL! ((:
mirah(: ; wahh. i lerf you to lah gerl! set uh! paper aku lari gik uma ko! nyaha!
nabillahJUNIOR ; helo! haha. you take care too yahhs? thnx er droppin by! ((:
FARAH ; ohh helo sweets! thnx fer droppin bye. tc!uhh! lookes like both of my Mira's care. haha. woots! lerf you guys! *smooch!*helo ppl! huha!
okehh. shaddap lahh. iym sooo boredd ryte now.
ohh! Nisa's online! woots!
okehh. iym confused.
ECP or VIVO CITY?
ppl! choose one for me! hahahha.
i want to go ecp! budden. i oso wan to go vivi. hmmms..
well, i guess iym alright. just trynna walk away frm everything.
i dont care anymore. i just cant bother anymore.
if my family cant support me, i have my FRIENDS!
i dont care what you say, my friends wont leave me. i know they wont.
i count on them to cheer me up. SO WHAT?
if i care for you, and you dont even care abt me, then you can walk away. can?
ohh ya! i edited Mira's bolg. go see! haha. i dont think its nice tho.
ohh ya! haha. MiraH! haha. you want me to make you a blogskin not? TAGG ME!
hmm. iym miss-ing EVERYONE lahhs.
i miss MIRA, MY JIWANG SYSTA! & NISA, MY NGONG!, AKA TRIPLETS!
& SHASHA, MY TERBIAT SYSTA!
& LYDIA, MY DEAREST SYSTA!
& MIRAH, wait. i donnoe wat to call her. alah! i still lerf you lah sis!
& DIAH, MY DEAR DARLINK BEST FREN!
& SYLVIA, MY DAR-DAR!
&&! i miss MIRZA; my love? hah! jk jk!
& ZUL, MY DEAREST BACIN!
& INDRA, MY JEEWANG LERP! joy! i miss you lah!
& RUZAINI, MY DEARSET ABANG!
wahhh.. & de list goes on man! huhu!
sorie if your name is not mentioned lahhs!
if your name is in my LINKS, I MISS YOU!
haha. crappish~
ookehh laa. iyl post nex time. & mayb iyll do another blogskin. TURQUOISE! ((:
aite ppl. take care!
toodles!
deBLURRgerl((:
PS, why am i so frenly uhhs? haha. ohh well. mood swings bebeh.
swing swing from the tangles of my hearrt~
12:11 AM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
okeh best!
i had a really fun day. but it ended like shit can?
wahh baek uhh.
this is the time where i really really need your support. and there you go, ignoring me. what the? wake up la hey! i need you &you&YOU! NOW!
i feel like shit right now. serioulsy. you were there when i was feeling good, happy & positive. but now? the time where i really need you, you just ignore me? how can?
here i am, felling like crying. you shld b here with me. lending me a shoulder to cry on, a good listening ear and all of the support i need. but no. your not here.
mayb this is what my life is all about? maybe?
surrounded with many many people when my spirits are high up. but when iym feeling low, they seem to just dissappear.
okehh suuuperrr gudd. i really feel like crying infront of the computer.
tried ur best? yahh. can. you dont seem to care right now.
you didnt even ask me whats wrong. you shld noe tt iym in a bad mood ryte? then why make it worse?
i felt really bad and knowing you are online, i went online and maybe you could make me feel better. cos you always do. i wanted to smile befor i go to sleep later. i wanted you to make me laugh or at least make a really stoopid joke n make me feel at least a little bit better.
you only want to know what you want to hear. what's wrong of me trying to pin point your fault and telling you your wrongs. you will always say, 'kiter ape? kite yg sala'.
if i see it as your fault then i would say it. no point of me saying its your fault when you are not at fault right? if iym wrong then i would say it.
i know tt you care, you just dont SEEM to care at this point of time. its okehh la. at least you do care.
hmm. never have i blogged abt my problems like this. i never felt soo stressed up! seriou akh.
i read people's blogs. bragging abt how they really love thir parents. how they are being cared abt. and how their parents SHOW that they love theri children.
i really envy these people. eventho they are not pampered and all, at least they know tt they have parents who love them as much as they do.
while me? iym soo freaking confused. i dont even know if my parents care abt me. i dont even know how much they love me. SERIOULSY!
i see profiles and its stated there, 'daughter/son of loving parents' blablabla. i on the other hand dont include that. not even a single thing abt my family. dont belif? go and see uhh.
people always say, family comes ferst. yahh right. well i dont think so. i love my friends more. i really do. try taking them away from me. i will have no other reason to live.
why has it always have to be me? adek adek adek. tak abes2.
adek niek la. adek itu la. ADEK JER!
iym the 'BAD' one ryte? all the problems always got something to do with me.
my attitude is becomming worse lahh.
i mix ard with the wrong friends lahh.
iym the one who always make my parents angry lahh.
wahh best! all fingers pointing at me.
why cant they just simply accept me for who i am. iym born to be this way. wat can i do sehh?
my parents always say, 'aku dah cukop kenal dengan engko lah aqilah'
WATEVER! you dont even have a single clue of who i am okeh!?
i cant even relate to either of my sisters.
my family just dont understand me. the cant and wont understand me.
they dont even freaking care abt me. RIGHT!?
DONT FORCE ME TO DO ANYTHING THAT I DONT WANT TO!
i just wish that i could fade away. just dissappear.
then everyone would be happy right?
no more me to trouble your life. right?
argh! i cant take it anymore! SERIOUSLY!
if its not for my friends, i thin i would kill myself already.
so guys,
THANK YOU for stopping me frm doing stoopid stuffs.
THANK YOU for all your care and consern.
THANK YOU for listening to all my shis&stuffs.
THANK YOU for being my friend.
I LOVE YOU GUYS! ((:
;Nisa ;Mira
;Shasha ;Lydia
;Mirza ;Azah
;Indra ;Diah
;Zul ;Sylvia
;Nabila ;Ruzaini
;Aida ;Sumirah
;Faris ;Hafikah
and the list goes on lahh. too many.
sorie for the really long post.
i needed to let it go.
huha! iym crying. emotional. =P
ohh ya. iym still not okeh. but getting there.
make me smile lahh people! ((:
much much loves!
toodles!
deBLURRgerl((:
12:56 AM
Monday, December 11, 2006
i just realised some thing,
YOU DONT SEEM TO CARE.
it's okeh. ((:
deBLURRgerl((:
5:48 PM
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
wuuuu!! aii looike muchie2! huahua.
toodles!
deBLURRgerl((:
9:59 PM
I feel eyelashes on my cheek
And they lacerate my flesh
A pain so good
Put your hand in mine
Never let go
Never wake up 'cause I'm done with promises
I'm taking blood oaths
Feels likes you could kiss my imperfections
My imperfections away
And I would stand
Stand by your side until the sun turns the sky
All the colors I see in your eyes
I'll never need to see the sun again
There's enough light in your eyes to light up our little world
So take me, take my away
Kill me slowly, I'll never be the same
I swear to you, on everything I am
And I dedicate to you all that I have
And I promise you that I will stand right by your side
Forever and always until the day I die
The bite marks on my neck never felt so good
I'm losing control and it's all that I can do
Not to blackout and fall into lust with you
Your kisses infect me
The dark gift is loving you
And I feel immortal and I want to make you feel the same
So stand by me as we immolate
We can burn in each other's arms
-------------------------------------huhu! i looike de lyrics! nice!
but i donnoe de song larr. huahua! =P
soo bored at home sehh.
just now went to Lot1, met up wif Ica. went to de library, talk² wif Michelle, Joleen, Nifail&Syahir.
den went to eat at KFC again! hahax. my new food place. used to be LJS. actually both laa. =P
Syahir joined us & finished my burger. huahua. went up to library again. listened to Syahir's ipod which he 'wanted to give me'. hahax. Nifail asked abt de second class outing. WATCH MOVIE AT VIVO BEBEH! huahua!
shaddap laaa! i noe laa i havent go to Vivo yett. HMPS!
ohh ohhh!! ate 1 & 3/4 CRUNCHIE just now. it was LOVE! ((:
so how? my new profile? colourful not? hahax.
aite den.
toodles!
deBLURRgerl((:
7:49 PM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
huahua. iym crappy these days. ((:i got my
good mood back! &&! my
smile back! YEA!
crapping ryte now wif muah terbiatz systa. mcm tekejot uhh kn dier onlyn. pt umah sedare rupenye. DAH! huahua. EVERYONE! SHASHA IS FATTER THEN FAT! =Pader patot dier kater aku jelous? em'emmm.. tsk2! gemok! DAH!
huhu! ate
CRUNCHIE just now! tasted lyk heaven mann! fusshhyoo~yumm yumm in my tumm~ DAH! hahax. actually in my tummy. but i want to make it rhyme. so i put tumm larr. hahax. clever not? okehh. crappy me.
hmmm. tumoro must go jempotan AGAIN! be kendarat summore. kentot masam-ness. hmpfs! dowan larrrr. veryy de lazy u noe? hmmm.. must wear baju kurong summore. panas sehh. leceh uhh. no need tu go can not? hmmm.. but my baju kurong is TURQUOISE! nya!!
staring at my MOO-MOO, who is very dirty already! huahua. got pen ink on de face. dont belif? go and click on de picture. got pen marks. FIVE summore. hahax. its not pure-ly white anymore. hahax. dis is a normal rutine which my beloved soft toys go thru. huahua.
i is de very is de sleepy laa. but i is dowan is going to sleeping is yet-ing. i is de very is de bored. u is understanding is wat is i is saying? hmm.. huahua. crappyy.
ookehh larr. iyll post dis an go do some editing on my profile.ohh yarr. iyll put MORE pictures at de end of dis post.*2c 'o6 DEAREST last pictures at skul*me&Mira ; 31.11.o6 crappy-ness.
NYIIAA! i want MORE CRUNCHIE please! ((:
toodles!deBLURRgerl((:
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my DEAREST 2c! iym gonna miss you buch of CRAZY ppl! ♥
Mira&me bored in de library. (camwhoreXcrappy)ness. geddit? X = multiply.
3:50 PM
Friday, December 01, 2006
alo alo!
huahua. iym boredd lahh. nth to do. internet is working! amazingly. =P
yestd went back to skul wif
Mira. ask de aunty abt de d&t book thinggy. after tt, went to eat at KFC. huahua. ate CHEESE FRIES! yumm!
after tt, went to library. i was being weird. huahua. while waiting fer Mira to find a book, i was busily arranging back de books according to de alphabets. hahax! fuun sak! brushed up my ABC's. =P
SERIOUS! u shld try! huahua. then, we sat dwn at de fire excape corner. read book. then got bored and ape lagy? CAMWHORE LAHH! huahua. =P
today! hahax. so de BONGOK! huahua.
woken up by BABAT!
Sumirah at 7.45. but i slept back until 8.11. hahax! went to skul. was so eager sak! wanted to learn de new steps. TWO freaking practices i missed. den suey! ckgu forgot. hmmm..
soo, stayed fer awhile. blablabla. went to block one where we celebrated
Sumirah's&
Faiezah's bday. dey were being sabo'ed. yaya. EVERYONE was being saboed. including me! ahh dah!.
Faiezah &
Sha kene rabak giyler! hahax.
Faiezah cam nenek kebayan uhh kn? DAH! bole sngt. hahax.
go wash up at CCK CC's toilet. went to
Mira's crib while de rest went to KakQ's.
blablablaa.
I HAVE A NEW ADDICTION PEPOLE!
CRUNCHIE IS LOVE! NYAHA!
okehh laa.
toodles!
deBLURRgerl((:
11:53 PM
reply to tags! ((:
FARAH - helo! yeke? bler? hahax. nvm. take care too aites?
suriyani - ouhkk. okehh2. hahx. sry laa. tk tau spell. =P
kynz - okie. ((:
EstheR:)- helo! hahax. see ya soon. tc!elo! ((:
iym at Mira's crib ryte now. listening to jiwang songs!
huahua. at last! music to my ears bebeh. huahua.
okkehh. iymm crazy. hahax.
okehhh. Mira's eating french fries. huahua.
2.3o go an watch tak de lead. hahax. yeahh.
jus now kene sabo uhh kn?!
kentot masam-ness. huahua.
ookehh laa. until nex tym. donnoe wen. huahua.
my internet at home sort. hahax. aite den.
toodles!
deBLURRgerl((:
2:04 PM
