Thursday, January 31, 2008
I don't want this moment, to ever end,
Where everything's nothing, without you.
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.
Through it all, I made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall,
But I mean these words.
I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.
Thoughts read are spoken, forever in doubt.
And pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what I did and so, I won't let this go.
Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.
All the streets, where I walked alone,
With nowhere to go.
Have come to an end.
I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don't know what you're looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you just never know what you will find.
I don't want this moment to ever end.
Where everything's nothing without you.
I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.-------------------------------------took an MC today. my leg. toe to be exact. terplea'ot. XD but now, the swelling has reduced alot. good. i can walk better now. not as
tempang as ystd. i was careless. i dont know how to take care of myself. its a fact &im clearly aware of it. haha.
&you might be thinking, whats up with the song? haha. i just feel like putting it there. :D
idk what to do. im just rotting at home. i want to go out but my leg does not allow me to. bodo. plus,
nk klua gi mane Qila? haha. ystd went to bpp with Sha. with my leg bandaged tho its only one of my toes tt is injured. haha.
ye Sha, ktwe lagi. ktwe kn aku. nnt ko tempang, ku ktwe kn ko plk ok? best. haha. we had a great laugh at Mc Donalds as the library closed at 9. we started talking &gossiping &put away our layout pad. heh.
great. i have np idea what to type. yet again. haha. XD
i guess i'll end here. will update again later. just dont know when. haha.
to you,
i hope you understand what im trying to say.
to you,
STOP STALKING ME! THANK YOU!
haha. XD
to you,
idk what's up. but there's one thing i know for sure.
&that is, we're drifting apart.
&HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY TO SUFIYAN!
haha. best kene sabo. eeeee. Yan BUSOK! XD
abeh da 16 knape? big fu*k ahh! hahaha.
da da. ku tau, pt class, ko tk kacau ku lagi bler ku ktwe.
ok? ok best. :Dokeehh. bye tc! :D
2:21 PM
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
these words are my heart &soul.
i just feel like having a quick update. idk why. haha. XD
i think i started this week well. haha. idk why either. but this week seems to be a good week. other than hwks. haha. XD ok, im like dont know what to type. but i just feel like typing. haha.
i shld b sleeping by now. but im currently watching tv. ohh i miss tv so much. XD yaaaa, im super bored right now. i havent finished my chem wkst yet. shit. &there's Chem test tmr &i have yet to take my Physics paper2. shit. again.
ohh yaa, i had fun on Monday. idk why im typing this too. haha i ended up not doing hwk or studying like i initially planned to. haha. but at least i had fun! right? haha. i was practically laughing &laughing. yaaa, i only laughed. full stop. but i did enjoy myself. but when i knew tt there's more ppl wanting to meet me, errmm, i didnt know how to react. hah! XD btw, you guys are gayrek tho very kecoh &VERY random. haha. :D
which reminds me, i miss beaches &having wind in my hair. so, ermm, relaxing. hah. i shld do tt more often. but no! dont get the wrong idea kayyy? im not going down to east THAT often. heh! XD if i have the time to spare, id like to waste my time there. sesape nk ikoooooot? :D
OHH YAA! OHH YAAAAA! OHHH YAAAAAAAAAA! heee.
OPSG IS PLANNING FOR A GATHERINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! :Domg! can you imagine how overly excited i am right now? when i recieved the email frm Cheng Cheng, i shrieked &almost pee-ed in my pants! XD ok fine. tt's too exaggerated. or however its spelled laa. haha. did i tell you how much i freaking miss my campteen mates?! EGGPLANTS! i miss you guys like crazy gler mangkok much! haha. untill idk how to describe! &my Sports members too! omg omg omg! hahaha. i really hope tt everyone wld b able to come on Saturday. IM OVERLY EXCITEDDD! haha. as you can probably tell by now laa. heh! :D
okok. i shld go laa.
bye, tc! :D
12:58 AM
Saturday, January 26, 2008
with every kiss, &every hug,
you make me fall in love
Now that you're closer, I'm begining to realise.
Little by little, you're begining to fade away.
Is it my thoughts? Or is it real.
Maybe you are. Maybe you're not.
But you've once promised me.
So, I'm holding on to it. Real tight.yaa hello. im damn bored here. i feel like going out but heyyyyyyy! i have to stay at home ALL DAY cos i have to go mesjid AFTER ISHAK! wtf. grr.
basically, ive abandoned my blog. haha. who cares anyway? who wants to read this pathetic blog of mine in the first place? right? BOO! XD
school's soo stressful. especially d&t. hmwks are given &are to be handed up by the next lesson. which is only 2 days? argh. im telling myself to do my hwks but i'd end up sleeping. stupid. damn stupid. i know. i realised. gaaahh. now, the only wat i can do my hwks is to go &finish them up in libraries. ive gone to libraries a few times ALONE just to finish my hwks. i dont need the extra company. one wld still be fine tho. why? cos i'd end up not doing hwk.
every week, i cant help it but to excitedly wait for Fridays. haha. Fridays &weekends are my off days. but i wld use one of those days to complete my hwks &mayb revise abit. i still have not made myself a personal timetable to follow. i really need to do one. asap.
&i realised, i dont need to depend on others anymore. i only need myself. & only a few others. the rest? i dont want to care anymore. i need to consentrate on whats more important now. prioritise on whats benifiting me. i dont have time to think abt stupid stuffs anymore, like what ive been doing since the start or secondary school. i realised tt its a waste of my time when everything comes back to square one.
all i need is just 3 of them. they're just enough. i dont need more. the others? just friends. dont need to care much. right?
looking at those who didnt score well for O's, i think i really have to work hard. plus, Mr Azhar wants our class to make him proud. now, idk what course i want other then Marine &Offshore. many object my choice, thinking tt im not up to it or whatever. we'll see how laa.
gosh, i feel like i dont have a life. haha. serious! i cant even take a break other than my '3 off days'. hahaha. i really hope i wld score well for O's. if not, id be such a disappointment. right?
ohh i need hotstuffs to entertain me pls? heh. XD its good to have at least one hotstuff in class. hahhahaa. go figure who he is. &no, im not intrested. duhr! &yaaa! i miss my bacen like crazy gler mangkok. boo laaahhh. XD
okok. i need to go now. be back for updates soon. haha. [=
ohh yessss! bfor i forget,
happy sixteenth to ALONG! XD
happy belated bday to Haziq here. study hard for O levels tau!
prove to everyone tt you can do it ok? [=
&happy bday to Yanie too!
good luck in everything you do kay? &study hard for yr N's ok?
&happy belated bday also to Wana!ohh, i love my bernoullians! all of them! :D
bye tc!
ymfi bacennnnnn! :D
5:24 PM
Thursday, January 10, 2008
we are the only ones we are running from
pictures speak louder than words.
impressed? better be. muahaha. XD
okeh fine. i still need plenty more practice. heheh.
so! im stealing time to update here. im done with english homework. well, mayb a lil bit more to go. im left with D&T. so, yah. im targeting to sleep at 12.30. now, im alrd tied up with homeworks. haha. yes. i seriously need to make my own personal timetable.
okeh laaa. i think i better stop here. iron my clothes, finish up my homework, flip thru my physics notes &im DONE! heheh.
oryte. tc peeps!
jumpe lagi jooommmmmm! :D
12:01 AM
Thursday, January 03, 2008
the way you drop drop
makes me wanna pop
haloooo. haha. just a quick update laahh. since there is Sec1 camp tmr &Sat.
first things first! IT MY 2
17TH POST! okeh diam. XD
happy birthday to this sepet hotstuff here, Muhammad Nasrul Bin Radzuan!
heh. may all tt you wish for come true ok? &good luck in your N levels bacennn! :D
&thanks laa ehh for lending a listening ear to me. appreciate it loads. (:
¬ forgetting this pretty lady here, Nuraida! happy belated bday!
last long with your Alon okeh? :Dokehhh so! school has been okeh laa. but first day was shucca PFFTT day for me. seriously! haha. my Sec1 class is like damn un-respondsive laaaaaaa. all they know is to laugh at me when i say stupid comments or even being sacarstic. ohh gosh! i wld need all the help tt i can get to get this class to be noisy as hell &to gel together.
i think today was funnnnn! haha. why? cos we had D&T lesson todayyyyyyyy! :D but! im like damn nervous laaa. we wld b getting our d&t paper on monday. gosh! tts super early! &when i looked at the previous students' folio, my eyes almost popped out laa okehh? haha. omg, im scared tt i cant make it. i feel like peeing in my skirt seyh just now. heh! XD
im aiming for distinction for d&t, malay &chemistry if possible. i will definately work hard to get distinctions for these subjects. &i need to remind myself, no fooling ard anymore. i need to get serious alrd. &i am! yeay for me! :D i managed to answer those physics qns just now. &the chem wkst, i can easily go it. nyaha! okehh. dont be too complacent. but! i have to drop a.maths. haha. bagos la tuu. at least i can consentrate more on the other subjects.
okehh. seriously, I WANT A NEW SCHOOL BAG PLEASE! thankyou! :D
so, i really do hope tt i can pull thru this year &pass my O levels with warna-warna berterbangan. haha! XD
oryte laaa. i have nth much to say anymore. so, yeahhh. ohhhh! &yes, Norizuan is my scandal. everywhere i go, there must b him next to me. muahaha. XD
ok laaaaaa. till my next update.
&yes! when's our next date laaa bacenn? haha.
10:35 PM
