Sunday, January 21, 2007
ehh hai! hahhaha.
LONG time since ive posted seyy!
ferst up,
SHOPPING WAT GRRRREAT! =]
NISA & MIRA & MIRAH. you guys made my day. appreciate it loads.
bought loads of stuffs. laughed loads of times. enjoyed it loads &loads.
it ended off really stoopid. seriously.
i meant the next day and so on. donnoe wat to say anymore lahh.
been moody these days. i go to skul cos i want to laugh. full stop.
lessons are shucca bore. seriously.
can i say i hate schooling? can i not study? i only love D&T & Maths only.
iym lacking of sleep more &more each &every day. getting myself more sleepier.
senang cakap, i hate everything can? ALMOST everything laa.
just dont pretend to care if you really dont care. words are just left words.
promisses are broken in the end. so tell me what's the use? go away larhh!
i have nth ese to say. its been so borink. haha. serious.
went to NP. okehh laa. penat.
didnt now tt Indra knows how to camwhore. haha.
so, let the pic do de talking can?




'She's gonna move on with her life, and take it one heart at a time
And watch the little girl inside her wait behind as she goes on
But with this black heart she decides, who she'll take in and shove aside
Until the day she sees that everyone is gone.'
toodles!
deBLURRgerl((:
gaaah! I HATE YOU! i hate you for making my day more worse than befor. how can you just leave me alone like this? i noe we've been thru a lot. but, you shld have never did what you done.
iym trying to get myself not to remind myself of you. but i cant. everyone's been asking me abt you. my friends remind me of you. some stoopid ppl remind me of you. EVEN MY HAIRSTYLE REMIND ME OF YOU! arrgghh!
i hate you. seriously i do. argh! YOU started my mood swings. YOU started the 'irritating days' since that day. FUCK YOU LAH!
you guys! stop pretending tt you care lahh please! its seriously CRAP! irritating you know? leaving me alone at the back. when you need me then u'll realise tt iym not joining in with the others.
PEGY MAMPOS LAH! there you go laughing yr ass off. enjoying yrselves w/o noticing me all alone at the corner. when you need my help, then you come to know tt iym missing. GO TO HELL.
hey you! tell me. why the hell you say those stoopid werds to me? WHY?! argh! you left me& now? you come back just like that. STAY AWAY FROM ME LA!
yahh! dont pretend to care lah ekh? dont you say those words. dont even show it. cos u noe wat? i noe tt you seriously dont mean it.
iym soo suuuperrly stressed out right now. family, friends, stoopid guys, etc.
i even cried &laugh at the same time. creepy uhh? come. bring me to IMH. goooo! haha.
6:06 PM

Tuesday, January 02, 2007
tags replied!
Sylvia(: ; yeahh. misses.
mirah(: ; dahhh! nnt2 ker besok2 lahh can? gagaga!
`raihanah (: ; haha. yeahh. best! kaki cam nk patah. huhu!
♥JULIET-! ; waha! i miss youuu too lahh sis. muahh muahh! =]
nisa ; amin. haha. dah dah. aku tak. tk paya ckp. hee~
`mira ; yea aku da update! haha. &&! aku da tk bacen! woots! huhu!
ZALIEQA :) ; haha. apasal ngan aku? gaga! entah? haha! ape lagy? JOM! ((:
hello peeps!
decided to post again. huahua.
hmm. what a great year it has been.
fun, exciting, sad, happy, confusing, irritating, crazy& a mixture of all the emotions lahh.
okeh. lets reflect back to the past.
friendships. i gained and lost some. but its okeh.
lets start. (:
Nisa.my NGONG systa. i cant rmb when i got close to this idiotic gerl here. haha. but it was fun getting to know her. iym greatful to have a fren like her. we stared off as just friends. then, we became suuuuperr close. WE started the DENG&DENGS, BELO and stuffs. then ppl started to copy us. watever lahh ekh? we share probs. telling each other stuffs tt ppl dont know. saying HA! loads of times, competing who says it louder. haha. this gerl even changed my likings to music. bcos for her, iym into punk rock. issit? haha. i simply call it shits&stuffs. bahaha! we have the same habbit of making it seem tt we are not listening to other ppl when they are talking or saying their probs. but actually, we are consentrating on what the person is talking abt, its just tt we dont look at the person's face while doing it. understand? gagaga.she gives me stoopid advises when iym down. just to make me smile. haha. serious!
overall, no words can describe how much i appreciate a fren like her. thank you fer being there when i needed someone. woahh. i miss us crapping lahh! nyaha! i lerf you la biol! huahua!
Mira.huha! my jiwang systa. imagine if i dont know her in the ferst place. wahhh. iyll die of boredom man! why? cos she's my borink systa! huhu! wahh piang ehh! i miss the times we went out tugedder-gedder. camwhore-ing and making sure THE LIPS MATTER. kakaka! dis gerl here means alot to me. why? cos her ears are those ears tt will always b listening to my probs , shits&stuffs. she encourages me and give me advises. cheering me up when iym down. try to make me smile when iym dwn. she would b there either when iym up or down hokay? we've been thur fights and stuffs. but we're still strong. haha. yeahh. we have alot in common. hairstyles, intrests, n guys. hahah! jk jk! rmb those sec1 days? huhu! ohh ya! not forgetting our normal rutine, smiling lyk nobody's buissnes after reading a sms. haha. =]
anayway, iym suuuperr blessed to have her by my side. i lerf you lahh systa! nyahaha! =]
Shasha.oh my goshh. i dont noe ware to start. nyahaha! she's my dear terbiatz systa. i sooooo missed the times we crapped alot in class! huhu! yeahh. &&! how we hated Mr Ralph soo much. kwang kwang kwang! i really miss the times tt we were soo close. we did everything together, went everywhere together. now then i realised how much i miss spending every moment with her. how i wish we were still as close as before. we've been thru almost everything &managed to pull ourslelves out together. we solved our probs& became much much closer. i really seriously miss US.
iym glad to have a fren tt brings out the crazyness in me. eventho we're not as close as we used to be, i still regard you as my terbiatz systa& my best friend. cos deep inside, you still matter to me& i lerff you to bits! huahua!
Lydia.OKEH GO! wahaha. i actually forgot how we became close. hahaha! mayb its tt time when everyone was ignoring us. ryte Lydia? haha. I still rmb, tt tym, we ate LJS, combo 1 which was on discount. hahhaha! we ate while filled ourselves with our probs. huha! i miss the times we 'OKEH GO!'ed. and did the salam thinggy. ingat tk? yg smack&repell? gagaga! thnks fer layan-ing me during mly dnce practices nowdays. huhu! u never neglected me in any way. being my camwhore partner is LOVE. chatting until morning has always been a pleasure! =] i can relate to her as we bacially have the same family probs. ohh well, who cares? ryte? nya! let's have more fun times tugedder in 3B okeh? OKEH GO!
huha! i lerf riffy canns? we lerff him tugeder-geder uhh. lets go gugu-gaga over him. huhu! lerf ya sis!
Mirah.ehh hai! gagaga. dis pathetic gerl here is pathetic. haha. i kindda missed 'McDonald'ing uhh. we were go guai to to tw mac just to study. haha. i love to crapp wif her in the bus. especially after malay dance. i miss shouting like mad when we're walking home late at night. gagaga!
anyhoos, lets keep our frenship strong keh? chey chey. hahaha. i lerf you cann? ((:
okehh. i lerff these 5 pee-pole tuu da max cann? gagaga! big hugs&smooches! =]
SHOUT OUTS!Azah! ;
hahaha. aku rindu ko lahhs! ingat tak tt tym, u forced to to say the, 'design, a make belif, musical castle, for barney!' hahha. yeahh. i miss those moments loads! thnx fer giving me great advises all these while.. i lerf you cann? =]
Anis! ;
haha. dahhh. ingat tk tt tym aku ngan ko maen ujan. abeh balek tdo dlm bas? huhu! best kan? ohh yaa! abehh kiter slalu ckp, 'uuummm.. uummm.. umm. um.. um.. BORINK!' haha. gagaga! it was so fun! =]
Nabila! ;
okeh go! we used to be soo close lah okeh? we shared many many times tugedder. the we blong tugeder song& stuffs. &&! the 'hosanna heisanna hosanna' thinggy. hahaa. i miss those great times. to say frankly, i miss the old you. serious. i regard u as my best friend once. but now, iym not sure anymore.
Fadalli! ;
gagaga! i miss you lahh can? i miss the times we used to be suuuuperr duuuuper close to each other. each time iym down& was crying, u would b at the end of the phone to cheer me up. i miss those times we chatted on the fone until early in the morning. i miss saying loads&loads&loads of gud byes to u each time we wanted to put down the fone. &&! i miss those times u used to say 'aku miss ko la. ko tk miss aku ke?' haha. now i say, AKU MISS KO LAH FAD! gagaga! i really miss hanging out wif u. seriously lahh hokay? ohh wells, u will always b my handkerchief& my dearie. gagaga! aku saayaaangg kamuu!
Fik! ;
ohh my gosshh! i donnoe what to start off wif. haha. rmb sec1? we used to dislike shikin? gagaga! u were one of my ferst best frends lahh hokay? we've benn thru loads of ups&downs, quarrels&WARS. haha. but iym glad we're okeh now. eventho we are not that rapat nowdays lahh. haha. ohh ya! rmb de 1A feaver? gagaga! soo funnie! we used to share probs. each time ur not feeling gud, i would come up to u& ask weder ur okeh or not& weder u want to share it wif me or not. yeahh. i miss those good times. =]
MY DEAREST 1C/2C!! ;
goshh!! iym really really seriously gonna miss you guys lah hokay?! all those gud&bad tyms we've been thru tugeder since sec1. omg! iym gonna miss everyone!! rmb tt Lit lesson during sec1? everyone went outtaf the class. gagaga!! it was so fun getting into trouble! eventho we were constantly being reminded tt we're 'suppose to be' the best in our level. ohh ohh! &&! rmb not tt tym Ms Komala blanja'ed us McDonalds? oohh my gosshh!! seriously, iym gonna miss each time we spent time tugedder. the class trips, festive ocassions, &&! not forgetting our NIGHT TOUR which was soo awsome! all thanx to our dearest 'NANNY KOMALA'! gagaga! iymm gonna miss her so muchh lahh hokay?! well, i really hope we would still as one even tho most of us would b apart. I LOVE YOU GUYS!! ((:
well, all i can say is tt i really enjoyed 2006.
moments i spent wif my loved ones,
moments i spent wif my beloved 2c,
moments i sepnt being a student counciller,
moments i spent making new friends,
moments i spent fighting,
moments i spent laughing my ass off,
moments i spent doing toopid things,
all of these stuffs, gud or bad, would remain in my heart. =]
reading thru my archives frm previous posts, i realised how much i miss many many ppl. how much i enjoy life even if i saied i hate it so much. haha.
FLASH BACKS.`me&Sha called Mr Ralph Pak Itam. gagaga! sorie cher.
`me&Mira called Syahru DOM.
`i love doing counciller duty bcos i can excape 15 mins of lesson. ((:
`me&my friends would come to my house& have a movie marathon& laugh our asses off.
`i was obsesed with DOUBLE FILET-O-FISH! huhu! yumm~
`i would pinch myself when iym sleepy just to avoid myself to being caught not paying attention. ha!
`6BELOS was LOVE.
`i loved him but now i really hate him. gagaga!
`called this cute teacher 'cute butt'! huhu! =]
`called some guys with short form names like MBT, DSR& DA! gagaga.
`i grew taller then my second sister! yea!
`i laugh my ass of the ferst tym i called Mira's lil bro REP. huha!
`was mad at someone till i called her 'dek tuu'.
`i was obsesed with LONG JOHN SILVER! huhu! yumm~
`the word TET was once so hot. haha. i actually missed using it. tet sak! haha.
`i loved to say 'WOW!' & 'CEYDEBAK'. huha! long time never use.
`went to Pahang! omg! i miss IBU's cooking! yumm~ i sooo miss my pahang family which includes tt peeps&ckgus who followed.
`MY DEAREST EMMA WAS THROWN AWAY! &&! i cried the whole night. *sobs*
`Fad called me darling for no reason! gagagga! cannot tahan sehh!
`i went to madrasah just to have fun with my frens& not to study. ha!
`IYM SOO OBSESED WITH D&T! kahkahkah!
it was soo fun to read my previous post. laughing my ass off reading it. getting blurred out bcos i dont understand wat iym talking abt. haha. so, here are some of my fave bits&pices.
"so,Sha, Mira, Nisa & Azah, came to my house. crapped alot! hahax.
cill at my room first. read magazines. read my diary. pri school and present.
THEY FOUND OUT WHAT IS D.A! wakakas! oh gosh! soo funnie! it was sec one days. wakkaas!
talked bout Mira's lil bro, REP! wakakas. talked bout me calling REP a thousand tyms.
REP REP REP REP REP
REP REP REP REP REP
REP REP REP REP REP
REP REP REP REP REP
REP REP REP REP REP
wakakas!
then ate chicken with seaweed. then this bee came into my house through the window. everyone was lyk screaming! RGH! ARGH! ARGH! wakakas!
then we ate MILO! weee~ talked bout wat happened. bout DEK TUU & DOM Mira saket hati bler plk.. lps bace kisah aku.. wakakas."
so funny can? esp the bee part. gagaga!
this was when the elections was going on. soo funny.
"ohh yaa.
PAP WON THE ELECTION!
WUU LAA LAA~
YEA FOR PAP!
three cheers,
an three cheers,
an three cheers for PAP!
hip hip hip!
horray!
HIP HIP HIP!
HORRAY!
hahax. =P
UNDILAH UNTUK PAP!
UNDIAN ANDA ADALAH RAHSIA!"
gagaga!! iym laguhing my ass off cann? huhu!
"titibe Fad call.
wakkakas.
SHOCK seyy.
chat chat.
i can go DEAF!
keep laughing really loud in my ears.
same as Syid.
hahar.
iyer Fad. iyer.
ko rindu pt aku.
aku pon rindu pt ko!
hahax.
dah puas?
aku tau lahh ko rindu banget pt aku.
smpi nk ckp bye pon susa.
bye punye bye punye bye punye bye punye bye...
bye punye bye punye bye punye bye punye bye...
bye punye bye punye bye punye bye punye bye...
hahar. at last dier yg letak.
=P"
haha! FAD! see, i actually posted this! huhu!
"this week is LOVE! =))
why? cos i have counciller duty! can excape usually 15mins of ferst period.
WOOTZ!"
see? i love doing counciller duty! hee~
okehh laa. its too long alrd. haha. SORIE HOR!
aite then. gonna pack bag& stuffs.
toodles!
deBLURRgerl((:
11:41 PM
