Monday, March 24, 2008
YOU KNOW WHAT? JUST FORGET ABOUT IT. FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING. IT'S TOTALLY OK WITH ME. IM FINE WITH IT. WHY? COS YOU DONT SEEM TO FUCKING UNDERSTAND ME ANYMORE. I GIVE UP ALRIGHT? JUST FREAKING SHUT UP. THANKS!
i've alrd made up my mind. &i think im sticking to my statement.
dont understand? then just fuck off, FUCKER.
haha.
10:12 PM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
cos you keep me from falling apart
fucking bored. haha. sorry for the vulgarities. heck care laa abt the spelling. haha.
am very very very bored. just came back frm cousin's wedding. loads of babies splattered all around. haha. feel like biting their cheeks. grrr. haha. am damn tired. seriously. got nth to update abt actually. haha. homeworks not done yet. shall do it after this.
ive watched step up 2! :D haha. the movie was superb laa i tell you. i mean the dance moves wise. story line? im not that satisfied. but hell yeah i enjoyed it! haha. as usual, i cant stop jerking ard when i listen to the beat. haha. what can i say? i love dancing. heh. (:
seriously, i got nth to update abt. haha. nth much has been happening actually. only extra classes on monday has been pushed until 6pm. tsk! haha. looks like i can only go home early on wed &fri only. which is if i choose not to go to practice. i want to go, but then, at times i dont want to go. get me? haha. nvm then.
one week holiday was boring. haha. seriously. tho i went out a couple of days, it was still boring. went to escape theme park with the sister &cousins. was ok laa. not tt boring. wet& wild was closed. boo! haha. now, i hate viking alrd. idk why. i used to enjoy riding viking. but hey, who cares? &my all time favourite, INVERTER! jeng jeng jengggggg! hahaha. XD
still, i did enjoy myself with the budak kecik mentel. haha. never fails to make me laugh at him.
ade ke patot he said,
eyy, Munir tk lawa tau. Munir hensem!, in the most kunyang voice ever when i complimented tt his
burok face expression was
lawa. haha. met the
bacen after tt. haha. i sacrifised POPEYES to go meet tt budak ok? haha. even so, i still had fun. just talking shit &layaning the always tired person. haha. &thanks for the letter, it really made my day. &ive been reading it everyday since. heh. (:
ok laa. very tired alrd. lemme just post up some ramdom pictures i took just now.&no! i was wearing my shorts ok? haha. so, dont get the wrong idea. thanks. &to who ever it may consern, i jotos your kepale if you go curiek my picture. ok? ok set. best. haha. (:
&yes, tt's the purple sash from CampTeen. i miss my purps laa gendeng. &my sapede umehs also! boo laahhhhh. haha. &believe it or not, i still have the milo 3in1 packet in my drawer, not opened yet. memories beb. gosh i miss them so much.
deyyyyyyyyy! bler mau jmpe la eyy! haha.
ok laa. i better start on my homeworks now. bye tc!
Italy, ymfi! :D
8:08 PM
Sunday, March 09, 2008
i want you to know,
with everything i won't let this go
Avril Lavigne-I Will Be
There’s nothing I can say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain the tears they cry
Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go
I know I let you down but its not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go
I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK
I thought that I had every thing I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breath cause your hear with me
And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go
I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK
Cause with out you I can’t sleep
I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave
You’re all I got
You’re all I want
Yeah
And with out you I don’t know what I’ll do
I could never ever live a day with out you
Hear with me do you see your all I need
And I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life) I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK
I will be (I’ll be) all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life you know I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK
----------------------------------------------------yo bebeh. haha. i stumbled upon this song while i was bloghopping. it's nice. go &listen to it. go go. now. haha. XD
nth much today. im gonna start on my hwks in a while. now, im listening to with you, i wil be &with me repeatedly. haha. im bored bebeh.
aiyooo! my mom just told me tt tuesday we're going Johor to
anta baju raye. boo laa. chis! spoil my plan man! chet! haha. well, lets squeeze some time for the
bacen some other day then. boo laa. &idk whether thursday's plan is still on or not. &i'm going to escape theme park with my sister &cousins on friday. how how how? tsk!
my hand's very itchy right now. i feel like cutting my hair. haha. seriously! im happy with my hair right now. but then, i just feel like cutting it short. well, mayb not that short laa. shoulder length, somewhere there. shld i? or mayb i shld say, can i? haha. aiyooo.
i found this in my old diary, i cant belif i wrote it. haha! read.
those wet lips makes me melt,
and in my heart i know that i'd always feel this way.
hold my hand and take me away,
to a place whre i can be in your arms, forever,
until the day this heart decides to stop beating.chey-gedebak-gedebik-gedebuk! haha! XD ok fine, mrepek.
&did i mention how much i miss my 1/2C?
i dont think everyone is in this picture tho. i dont have a scanner so i cant scan our class photo. aiyoo, i miss our
kental days man! haha. we shall have a reunion were we wld go for a night tour again. can we? pls? (:
ohhh! Pirates Of The Caribbean is on tv! haha. shall watch it.
ok byee! :D
"gunteng misai, gunteng janggot. bole tak saye gunteng rambot?" XDItaly, ymfi! :D
7:02 PM
Saturday, March 08, 2008
you're the best part of my day
i miss my short hair!yawww! haha. my blog is like dead. it's left untouched for weeks alrd. reason being? i have no time. haha. wait, who cares anyway? tell me? who wld even bother to read my blog? haha. its ok tho. i resort to blog when im bored. tt's why i have a blog. i don't write my personal problems here anymore right? i have a diary. i pen dwn all my feelings there. here? i just type out whatever i feel like typing. haha. XD
first &foremost, i wld like to wish a super happy belated bdays to 2 of my dearest close friends,
Sylvia Liew Kaitong! &Siti Nur Afidah Bte Abdul Aziz!
i love love love love love love you guys like crazy ok? haha.
good luck in everything tt you do. especially your O levels. lets meet up some day &gossip alright? hee.so, im over &done with CA1. it's such a disappointment to me. but hey! who cares abt my results right? all i got to do now is buck up. buck up reall bad cos i can't afford to get such low grades &passing a pathetic 2 subjects. &ppl can still complain when they fail only 2 subects or more. haha.
1 week holidays is here &guess what? it's equivilent to 1 day holiday to me. haha. wednesday is gonna b exactly like school. only tt we have to b in school by 8 & not 7.25. which is only 35mins diff? haha. thanks to d&t lessons. but what position am i in to complain abt extra lessons? i keep telling myself to endure for a couple more months &i'd b free to do whatever i want. haha.
mcm paa XD
ystd, Teck Whye had our appreciation day. i was on duty for ushering. i was damn tired laa ok? imagine walking/standing in 2 inch heels for 5 freaking hours? at least i get to rest when i wear heels during Hari Raya ok? haha. &the bloody mosquito made it worse when it bit my legs. so itchy &i had to endure the itchyness &act like nth's happening. me &Farah went to the back to scratch like crazy &made a fool out of ourselves infront of the malay dancers. XD
turns out tt the apreciation day was a success. except for the part where some of the VIPs managed to slip thru us &went straight to the hall. whoaaa. MAGIC! haha. &did i mention tt the food was absolutely sodaaaaaaappp!! :D heh. &kudos to my dearest councillors for yr good job &effort! &teachers actually comment tt we look more 'professional' with buns rather than ponytails. haha. i was
feeling feeling flight attendant for a moment. heh!
Ica waited for me to go home together. so we did. went to Mac's &walked all the way to Lot1. &yaah! the fishball was suuuuper masin like crazy gler mangkok. it's over cooked till the outside is hard. &when you bite into it, the super masin 'juice' wld explode in yr mouth. eeyerrr. haha. XD
so! im dead bored right now. im going to my aunt's
akad nikah later after maghrib &i have yet to iron my baju kurong. haha. later pls? thanks. haha. idk why my mom keeps baking marble cakes. im so
jelak alrd.
currently, im listening to Chris Brown's With You repeatedly.
makom laa, mp3 da rosak kaann. haha. i miss listening to songs laa. stupid mp3. i'll try my level best to save some money to buy an mp3 for myself so i dont get bored in buses or when im traveling. &i want a new handphone badly pls? like seriously! i swear when my dad change his handphone again, im gonna grab his current handphone. muahaha! ok lame.
what am i going to do during this 1 week holiday? study laa of cos. haha. i plan to meet the
bacen on tuesday bcos i miss him like crazy gler magkok alrd. go
tesengeh alone. go go. heh. &catch STEP UP 2 with idk-who-cos-there's-too-many-of-them on thursday. haha. so yeah. how boring can my life be maaannnnn? -___-" ! boo laaahh.
forget the lyrics, i just miss my short hair. plus the fringe pls?bye laa bye laa. XD
7:10 PM
