Sunday, May 27, 2007
well, i gussed i knocked some 'rajin cells' in my brain.
and decided to post a post! haha. and bare w/ me.
its a looooooooooooooooong one. heheh.
do count the numer of 'o's. heheh.you might be thinking, why iym shucca lazy ass to update this blog of mine.
maybe cos it not apart tof me. my diary is.
maybe cos its always left abandoned. &smth moved into it. k crap.
maybe cos no one bothers to read. haha. cos iym lacking of updates?
maybe cos i know a handful of ppl visit my blog everyday.
maybe cos theres no tagg or whatsoever. haha
or maybe iym just plain lazy? hahaha!
so-!
MYE results are soo PFFTT okehhhh? daaaaam blooooodddyy stupid larhhhh. ishk! i still cant belif tt i failed FOUR freaking subjects. stupid! grrrr! never in my whole entire life i've failed so badly.
but, overall, i failed both maths only. i think. haha. i managed to pull thru my combine humans. and i seriously need to buck up on my Chemistryyyyyyyyy! haiyaaaaaa. i set a target of A2 seyhh. budden i got a pathetic B4. or is it C5?
ohh yes. english was a shocker! JENG JENG JENGGGGG!
haha. dont wannak talk abt it. iym so blurred out the other day. haha!
alaaahh! MYE is stupid laaa! hahhaa.
even so, i managed to get a SEVENTEEN for my L1R4 and a TWENTY THREE for my L1R5. muahahahaha! =]]]]]
holidays are comming. and iym gonna miss the first few remedial lessons cos iym going out of Spore on the first week. weeee! haha. but seriously, theres maths lesson like what? everyday? omg! haha. evenso, i think its a good opportunity for me to catch up on my maths topics. i need to sit infront of the class. iyll sleep at the back.
anddddd! sumpah! Mr Tan makes me undertand E.Maths! huhu! bessst nyyyyerrrrr! tho they said theres smth wrong with his nose. haha. cute jgk perrrrr! and the way the pronounce length, 'TH' is like so pekat seyh! haha. =]]]]
plus! he even lepak'ed a while w/ us. haha. he knows how to speak malay a lil bit. haha. he's funny laa. 'encourage' me to still go on w/ my holiday trip knowing i failed both maths. kurang asammm. nyahahak!
annnnnddddddd!
i seriously miss IF Familyyyyy! i miss everything. no more words to say. i just miss us soo much! haiyaaa. mayb this Sat tak jadyy. cos Meeerah most prob cant make it. pfttt! again, I MISS IF FAMILYYYY!
oooookeeehhhhh. jumps topicsssss~
hmm, i hate my life but i love it suuper -grrl much! haha.
my life seems to be divided into two very distinct parts. yea, seriously.
outside house and inside house. haha! i seem to be a very different person in and out of the house. iym like this crazy-laughing ass-happy-go-lucky person when iym outside but iym a miserable KID at home.
i just cant find the need to be what i am outside inside. what the hell for anyway? ppl just dont appreciate or even understand me. all they know is,
1. find fault with me
2. point out my mistakes
3. find more fault with me
4. irritate/ threaten/ disturb me
5. never leave me alone happily
6. interfear with what iym doing
7. never fail to ruin even my all-most perfect day
8. always find something to accuse me of my wrongs
9. never admit tt they are the cause of my rebelliation
10. never fail to make tears come rock&roll-ing
OR make me so mad tt i can feel my heart beat in my head.
yeahh. theres more to it actually. but i dont want to vomit it all out. not yet. not now. not here. well, all i can say is, i hate killing time at home. basically, iym a different person outside as the environment is definately different. those ppl SHOW tt they actually care.
and tts why i always prefer friends. tts why i always depend on friends. and tts why i suffer alot at home cos i have no friends at home. plus, some friends are just 'friends'. i sometimes depend or rely too much on these 'friends' while i shld b relying on my friends. geddit? haha. okeh tts mrepek actually.
i just loooovee killing time with beloved ones. its a nice& perfect way to waste my time. haha. =] they'll do smth funny or say smth funny tt wld never faik to tickel my funny bone. while me? iyll just b this blurr2 or pekak gerl and they'll laugh at me cos iym so blurr. haha! =]]]]] and of cos, iyll laugh at myself w/o fail. haha. cos i find myself so selenger when iym blurred out. haha.
just thinking of it makes me at least a little happier. if not, iyll just scribble my thots in my top secret life documentary and cry untill i manage to soak his jacket with tears untill it goes through and wet my pillow. errmm, jus tears, nth else okeh? haha. no wonder the smell is fadingg. i keep crying on it. haha.
seriously, at home, i only have my dudu&moo-moo, my diary, my suddenly-became-suuupperr -grrl-short-bolster& his jacket. ohh! plus my pillow which is free frm drools. haha! yeah. tts all i have, to cheer me up when iym down. haha. rytteeeeeee.
jumps topic againnnnnnn!
so! i know my blog is going to be dry w/o pictures, so. here you go!
the ferst pic, i went to escape. went with you-figure-out-yourself. haha. it was almost time to go home. only, i was still wet cos i wore double. & i didnt get myself to dry cos he lent me his oh-so-effing-humongous jacekt cos i wld probably die of freezing w/o it. haha. n tts when i got hold of his jacket. and still didnt give it back. hehe~ his friend is freaking funny. scared of the thrilling rides. the viking ship alrd scared. haha! =P
the others are me w/ my father's cake with a BLUR RANGER on it. cute uhh? hahha! enjoyyyyyyyyyyy.
haha. fourth picture is not candid okehh? my eyes are closed. its suppose to be. haha.
ohhhh! SHAHRIL ISHAK IS MY KINDDAF HOT STUFFFFFF!
and he always wear jersey number SEVENTEEN!=]
goooooooo Home Uniteeedddd! weeehehehe!~
my man in action. heheh~
he looks blurr2 when he plays. haha. cute cute! =]]
ohh yaa! games daayyyyyy! muahahaha!
we did carried on the 'tradition'. weehee~ tho the others did not did so well, i still love BERNOULLIANSSSSSS! weehee. i had fun camwhoreing, hempap-ing, disturbing, &everything laa! nyehehheh.
hmm, had a sway dayy tt day. but i love it more! weehee!
haha. i must be an idiot who says tt getting caught is lovvveee BUT! seriously, i had fun laughing at that guy's phone. tannak expose his identity laa. paisey plk der nnt. haha! & Dee could not stop making fun of him. haha! it was dammm funny i tell you. i enjoyed myself. i really did.
& i didnt realise tt i was holding thightly to his cap until he thanked me for it. or shld i say grabbing? haha. until i reached home. until i was finished being scholded. until i sat on my bed, crying. haha. i was hugging my dudu&moo-moo &his jacket tightly. i wished emma was still with me. haiyoooooo!
haha. okeh cut the crap. so, i loved it. & i didnt regret lepak-ing w/ them.
seriously.
& i learn how to love each one of you even mooreee!
weeeheee!
haha. & w/o fail, he notices me go ard ermm, 'flirting' w/ my 'matae'. haha. Cik Hairi la saper lagy? haha. i easily can make him jealous, but he always find a hard time to make me jealous. w/o noticing, sometimes, he makes me jealous. haha! okeh. wth? aper nie jealous2? haha. i have no idea why iym typing this out. haha!
ohh yaaaa! those who ask me to link or relink, it wld b a while.
but no worries, iyll still link you oryte?
and erm to those who tagg. thankyouuuuu! much much appreciated. =]]
& thank youu my Indra bacenn for updating tt iym bacen-er than you no matter what on the 17th. haha. i appreciate it alottt! hahak! =P
its been exacty 17 days since ive updated. haha! =]
haha. orytes. tc toodels!
& thank youuuuu my pink rangerrrrr, TT for posting fer me at 1.17 in the morninggg! =]]]]
come, hold my hand. never let go.
hug me thighter, & i'll learn to love you even more.
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