Tuesday, June 12, 2007
heyhoooo peopleee~
iym back!
haha.
okeh. warning. long one. haha!
so! the trip was effing borink lorr!
2 shirts & a belt. & thats it.
whats worse? i didnt buy any bubble gum cos iym too engrossed on finding things to buy. & it leads me with no bubble gum ¬hing for everyone. -___-"
so everyone! iymm suuper sorry tt i didnt manage to buy anythig at all for you guys. even me myself coudnt find what i wanted. haiyoo.
ohh yesss! and no pictures!
kak n havent developed the pictures yetttttttt! haha.
hmm, on the day bfor i left, go lepak-ed with Meeerah.
ohhh i looooveee lepak-ing with her. just the two of us. hours can just pass by like nth has happen! haha. we talked about everything. yes. everything.
somehow, she's the one tt i can easily let it all out to.
from shopping to friends,
from relationships to jealousy.
from unforgetable memories to BOYS.
haha. basically everything.
ohh i still love her no matter how much some hates her. =]
ohh yess. now i miss pahang so much more!
i dont care how much fun the second batch had, i still think tt ours is the best.
laughters, sickness, fun moments, friendship made, bond-ness. everything.
i miss it so much. just like Meeerah said, i too, wish tt i could rewind time.
but now, i finally think tt i dont need that handkerchief anymore.
he has probably has forgotten abt me. so shld i. [=
was in the mood of browsing thru my archives &i came across these.
I feel eyelashes on my cheek
And they lacerate my flesh
A pain so good
Put your hand in mine
Never let go
Never wake up 'cause I'm done with promises
I'm taking blood oaths
Feels likes you could kiss my imperfections
My imperfections away
And I would stand
Stand by your side until the sun turns the sky
All the colors I see in your eyes
I'll never need to see the sun again
There's enough light in your eyes to light up our little world
So take me, take my away
Kill me slowly, I'll never be the same
I swear to you, on everything I am
And I dedicate to you all that I have
And I promise you that I will stand right by your side
Forever and always until the day I die
The bite marks on my neck never felt so good
I'm losing control and it's all that I can do
Not to blackout and fall into lust with you
Your kisses infect me
The dark gift is loving you
And I feel immortal and I want to make you feel the same
So stand by me as we immolate
We can burn in each other's arms
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She's gonna move on with her life, and take it one heart at a time
And watch the little girl inside her wait behind as she goes on
But with this black heart she decides, who she'll take in and shove aside
Until the day she sees that everyone is gone.
----------------------haha. some ermm, lyrics maybe? i forgot.
&reading thru my archives, i realised tt i made a huge mistake by leaning on you too much. i didnt know how to stand on my own. i depended on you too much. i became too close to you in a suuper short period of time. i shldnt have. i shld have realised tt at some point of time, you wldnt care anymore. i failed to realise tt. &i suffered.
but! after almost exactly a year, i finally recovered. yeay to me! [=
hahaha.
ohh! iym addicted to this songggggggg!
Screen ;Bila Kau Kata Kau Sayang
Bila kau kata kau sayang
Terus aku tersenyum
Dan lantas ku menjawab
Hmmm....mmm
Aku juga sayang padamu
Bila kau kata kau rindu
Aku pun rindukanmu
Dan lalu ku jelaskan
Kita sudah saling Oh jatuh cinta
Kau hadir saat aku memerlukan
Penawar duka lara
Setelah lama hidupku kesepian
Terbalut lah lukaku dengan harum cintamu
Terima kasih ku ucapkan
Senyumanmu sering ku terbayang
Terlepas rinduku bila dengar suaramu
Terasa bagaikan kau ada di sisi
Di mana saja ku berada
Aku pun berdoa pada Tuhan
Semoga cinta kita berpanjangan selamanya
Berkocak nafas di dada bila terpandang mu
Janganlah engkau pergi dariku...
Bila kau kata kau rindu
Aku pun rindukanmu
Bila kau kata kau sayang
Hmmm....mmm
Aku juga sayang padamu
--------------------------------hoho! sumpah idk why laaa.
diam laaa.
hahhahaha.
so! i cant wait for the 14th! too bad Indra bacenn cant make it.
pffttt lorrr! i like miss him suuuuperrr duuuuper muchh!
INDRA BACENNNN! jom kami keluar suatu hari ya? [=
haha. oryte.
till my nex long post. haha!
tc toodelsssss!
Dear handkerchief,
I don't know why I cried for you.
I don't know why I repeated that song.
Somehow, I think I miss you so much.
I even dreamt of you three nights in a row before.
Somehow, I feel so stupid not getting over you.
You cant blame me totally oryte?
You were the one who made a promise tt you wld b right by my side.
You were the one who supported me all the way thru ups &downs.
You were the one who never fail to brighten up even my stormiest days.
You said tt I am you special one. &I said tt too.
I really meant what I said. But somehow, you don't.
I really am a stupid person to believe all that crap.
Our relationship is like nothing to you.
Its like something you tresure when you feel like it,
&throw away when you feel like doing so.
idk what you take me as. A friend? Or a toy?
Hmm, but after tt crying tons, I finally knocked some sense into my brain.
I cant miss you anymore. I dont want to. Its killing me. I hate it.
&yeah. I hate you. For good times or bad.
I apprectiate what you've put me thru.
Maybe now, I'm a stronger girl. So, thankyou for tt.
&I shall bid my last goodbye. Silently, just like you did.
Yours Sincerely,
Nurul Aqilah.
8:09 PM
