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Saturday, July 28, 2007

Nur Firman Bin Salmon,
DA KENAPE DGN KAMU?!

urgh! i dont even know where to begin.
i hate fights. you know tt ryte? so, wats with the fightings lately? fuck it la! seriously!

i just cant seem to make you understand MY point. you dont even let me talk.
STOP FUCKINGLY PIN POINTING MY MISTAKES &REALISE YOUR MISTAKE LAA!! URGH!

yes i know its my fault, but its your fault too ryte? you keep on putting me at fault. its not fair. why must i be the one to say sorry? its not fuly my fault ryte? why must you blast on me just like tt? dont you even care abt how i feel? dont you even know how i feel? i bet you dont. cos you only care abt yours ryte? maybe youre too busy finding all my faults &wanting to list all my wrongs. ryte? i dont understand you la. just stop it alrd. iym just hanging on cos the tme will come when i cant take it any longer. okeh?

&where are you when i need you? you werent even there when i really need you. you just made the whole situation worse. you know smth? sometimes, i even feel whether i made the right choice of being with you. i feel like slapping myself when i think tt way do you know tt? iym afraid of loosing you do you know tt? idk if you are. you know, this is why i always think twice bfor being with someone. i hate being in this situation.

i hate to always b the water while youre always the one being the fire. 'FLAME ON'! urgh wateverr! i feel like slapping your face do you know tt? i hate giving in all the time. yes, ALL THE TIME. for once laa, you give in to me.

bf, iym sorry for all my wrongs if i have ever done any.
just stop acting this way, acting like a kid &getting mad over the littlest things.
i love you oryte?

sometimes,
i really feel unappreciated.
well, fuck everything.

prey for me cos iym afraid of falling.

&no. fireworks didnt brighten my day anymore.
i just want you to be here with me.
not the other way round, just like it has always been.

i still love you, no matter how much i hate you. ok?

11:06 PM

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