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Thursday, December 27, 2007

it's a thrill i cant shake.

gaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh! dammit sak! im sick bebeh. very bad flu &cough. my throat is very dry &the back of my throat is swollen. i hate this feeling. why? cos i wld have the appetitte to eat. but im hungryyyyyyyy! grrrrr. &i sense feaver comming soon. &i have blood comming out when i blow my nose. &both my lobang idong blocked. ohh god, pls dont let me be sick! i cant afford to b sick! boooo! XD

well, these few days have been boring. yes, boring. its like a rutine. my alarm wld sound at 7.45am, i'd then snooze until i wake up, shower asap cos i know im running late, reach school, finish school, have lunch, go to oneppl.sg hub or just slack, then go home. then at home, i'll sleep until maghrib, wake up, wash up, use the laptop.

it gets more boring when no one is online. or no one chats with me. haha. pathetic right? then, i wld resort to friendster. haha. XD either i wld do bulletins or i'd too busy searching for questions for the sports trivia thinggy. but i will definately go to Nas's profile everytime w/o miss. why? cos i'll play the song 'roses &butterflies' over &over &over again. heh! XD

speaking of Nas, i hope he had a save flight to Beijing. i bet he's enjoying the snow dwn there this moment. well, no laa. i think so. haha. make sure you bring back smth for me okeeehhh? haha. no laa. jkjk. have a safe trip back ok? see you on the 3oth! which is another 4 more days.

&yes! 4 more days! gaaaahhh. *pulls hair* 4 more days to the carnival! panic mode saaakkk! haha. but seriously, im in a panic mode. mayb tt why im sick. gaahh. feaver came. headache seyh! goshhh. im damn sick. gaaahhhhh. i thot a good rest might help, budden it got worse. bengaapppp! im like damn sick gler mangkok laa.

okeh, i wanna get this straight. mayb its my fault, mayb its yours too. everyone keeps asking abt the reason. everyone keeps asking why. i hate it, i really do. mayb im just sick &tired of everything. ive sacrifised too much. i wasted my time, i almost lost myself, i even lost my friends. &you expect me to start all over again, frm a scratch when you came back? i struggled alot do you know tt? gaaahhh. mayb you gained alot of good things, but me? i just became worse. my studies flop, my time mangement was totally dwn the drain. yes. i dont want to sacrifise anymore. im sick &tired of having it all your way &never mine. this time, i made it my way. &i hate tt you are making me think twice. yes, my friends are right, i do deserve better. hell yeah.

ok. watever to tt. haha. i think wont b going for councillor meeting. im damn sick. headache like hell. my throat is damn dry. i feel like diying. XD no laa. i feel so weak. &yet, im still typing awaayyyy.but i have to go this Friday, &to OnePpl.Sg hub after tt. i think tmr i wld go &finally do my i/c. i think.

okeh laaaaaaa. im damn tired alrd. i need a good nigth rest.
tc!

yes, ymfi.

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