Monday, December 31, 2007
you had me, exactly,
where you wanted, &im on it
believe it or not, in a few hours time, its the end og 2007. feels like time passed really fast this year. feels like just yesterday i stepped into Sec3. well, loads happened &everything is kept somewhere in my heart. well, almost everything. haha.
i think what's the most memoriable is SYF. yes, mayb most have forgotten abt it. but hell no. its always fresh on my mind. i miss it so much! the tears &laughters. all those hard work &sweat. tho its dissappointing to get only a silver, i still had fun. i miss waking up early every saturday to go for practice. i miss sweating like hell &being super duper tired during practices. i miss the make up! i miss the guys super duper much! i just miss everything abt SYF. :'(
&yes, i miss dancing soo much! its really dissappointing tt im not informed abt practice &stuffs. as much as i miss dancing, i dont want to care anymore. seems like you guys call me when you really need me. mayb i'll quit next year. mayb i wont. we'll just see how.
this year, ive gone thru plenty of different situations &problems. i just took one step at a time &take it as if its a lesson. i've learnt smth from everything &improved on my wrongs. i try to make myself a better after each challange i face. but hey! ive became a stronger person &im thankful for tt. [=
ive lost friends, ive gained friends, ive even forgotten some. friendship, will it last forever? well, its not up to me to decide. all i know is, ive been blessed to have been given such understanding friends who will never get bored listening to my never ending long winded stories &problems. ive learnt so much thru so many experience. i still love Triplets! + Indra + Nunu, or now known as SAKAI MINIQ! &i have to admit, i miss IF Family. i bet im the only one who misses us.
sorry laa. the other picture is in the computer.well, for relationships. i stuck to one &only one. im sorry it had to end. tho trust me, it was so hard. after much thinking, i dont care anymore if everyone says tt im stupid &im at fault or whatever shit. it ended, he didnt even ask why. so? what can i do? i cant rewind time can i? for everything tt you've done, for every fight &quarrel, for every kiss or hug, i thank you Firman. ok? i hope you've gained smth good frm everything tt i've done for you, all those sacrifises i've done. well, i dont think im ready for a boyfriend again. not yet, not now. well perhaps not love. like? tt's fine. i guess. heh.
for my new year resolution? STUDY HARD FOR O LEVELS BEBEH! haha. i really want to score well for my O's cos i really want to get into the course tt i want. so i guess, no more slacking for me! i think ive slacked enough this year. why? cos i can see my grades getting lesser &lesser. well, most of my grades laa. haha. talking abt slack, omg! holiday homeworks! gaaaahh. haha. i'll try my best not to b lazy &finish up as much as i can. school's staring in 2 more days. i cant believe it. can someone extand the holidays for another month pls? heh! XD
ohhhhh! &my hotstuff list is growing mannnnn! XD
Shahril Ishak, Darren Tan, Joakim Gomez! &plenty2 more laaahhhhhh. my blog will flood if i list every single one of them. haha. XD
overall, i think tt 2007 has been a great year, full of rintangan's &stuffs. haha. trust me, those memories for this year, it wld never fade. unless i want it to go away laa. haha. XD
okeh laaaa. till next time! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
&ohh! happy birthday Luqman! [=
wo.. wo yao..
wo yao ni.. wo yao ni di..
wo yao ni de ai..heh! tts random.
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