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Saturday, January 26, 2008

with every kiss, &every hug,
you make me fall in love

Now that you're closer, I'm begining to realise.
Little by little, you're begining to fade away.
Is it my thoughts? Or is it real.
Maybe you are. Maybe you're not.
But you've once promised me.
So, I'm holding on to it. Real tight.

yaa hello. im damn bored here. i feel like going out but heyyyyyyy! i have to stay at home ALL DAY cos i have to go mesjid AFTER ISHAK! wtf. grr.

basically, ive abandoned my blog. haha. who cares anyway? who wants to read this pathetic blog of mine in the first place? right? BOO! XD

school's soo stressful. especially d&t. hmwks are given &are to be handed up by the next lesson. which is only 2 days? argh. im telling myself to do my hwks but i'd end up sleeping. stupid. damn stupid. i know. i realised. gaaahh. now, the only wat i can do my hwks is to go &finish them up in libraries. ive gone to libraries a few times ALONE just to finish my hwks. i dont need the extra company. one wld still be fine tho. why? cos i'd end up not doing hwk.

every week, i cant help it but to excitedly wait for Fridays. haha. Fridays &weekends are my off days. but i wld use one of those days to complete my hwks &mayb revise abit. i still have not made myself a personal timetable to follow. i really need to do one. asap.

&i realised, i dont need to depend on others anymore. i only need myself. & only a few others. the rest? i dont want to care anymore. i need to consentrate on whats more important now. prioritise on whats benifiting me. i dont have time to think abt stupid stuffs anymore, like what ive been doing since the start or secondary school. i realised tt its a waste of my time when everything comes back to square one.

all i need is just 3 of them. they're just enough. i dont need more. the others? just friends. dont need to care much. right?

looking at those who didnt score well for O's, i think i really have to work hard. plus, Mr Azhar wants our class to make him proud. now, idk what course i want other then Marine &Offshore. many object my choice, thinking tt im not up to it or whatever. we'll see how laa.

gosh, i feel like i dont have a life. haha. serious! i cant even take a break other than my '3 off days'. hahaha. i really hope i wld score well for O's. if not, id be such a disappointment. right?

ohh i need hotstuffs to entertain me pls? heh. XD its good to have at least one hotstuff in class. hahhahaa. go figure who he is. &no, im not intrested. duhr! &yaaa! i miss my bacen like crazy gler mangkok. boo laaahhh. XD

okok. i need to go now. be back for updates soon. haha. [=

ohh yessss! bfor i forget,

happy sixteenth to ALONG! XD
happy belated bday to Haziq here. study hard for O levels tau!
prove to everyone tt you can do it ok? [=

&happy bday to Yanie too!
good luck in everything you do kay? &study hard for yr N's ok?

&happy belated bday also to Wana!

ohh, i love my bernoullians! all of them! :D

bye tc!
ymfi bacennnnnn! :D

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